my weird life

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Sun, 14 Dec 2008 09:28:42 GMT

Well alot has changed since i last wrote. I am now married to a wonderful guy named warren. He has made my life so wonderful. Ya its rough right now but we will figure it out. I am twenty one now and i cant be any more happier than i am now. I finally understand things clearly. Life is not what you wait to happen its what you make happen and that is the best advice i can give anyone.

Tue, 12 Dec 2006 12:36:04 GMT

Well i am doing good as of now been struggling mentally with allot of things i have done in my past and feelings i have its always a hard time of year for me my mom died on the tenth and my uncle died on xmas so i stuggle with the holidays casue it just brings up bad memories of what had happend i am greatful for friends and family i get to spend xmas with my aunt and uncle and some other ppl in my family i am looking foward to it like no other i can get a vacation form my boyfriend things are ok between us but i need a break and so does he. i am going to move out for a couple of months so i can do my last run of being immature and having all the fun i can before this summer when me and mike get married. i am excited yet scared cause its unknown. and i will admit i am afriad of the unknown. its weird that looking in the futur ei know he will be there for me. for the rest of our lifes and more i am not used to looking into the future and seeing good things i guess its ok. it will be fine i keep telling myself and hopefully it will well enough of me ranting i will have to for now later and happy hollidays to all my friends i hope all is well and u guys are doing well.

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 00:03:52 GMT

Your Life Is Worth...

$854,500

How Much Is Your Life Worth?

Sat, 02 Sep 2006 22:14:42 GMT

What kind of witch are you?

You are a Dark Witch! You are more powerful than witches of the Four Material Elements, and everyone knows it. Your powers stem from darkness and the night. Many have shunned you, and called you evil, even though you may not be. Most of the time, you try not to pick sides, only maintain the balance of nature. You love people, but refuse to show it, afraid that people will use it as a weapon against you, even if you could kill them with a thought. But you wouldn't do something like that....would you?Common Powers: Telekinesis- the ability to move objects with ones mindAstral Projection- the ability to project a copy of one's soul to another location, retaining all the sensesTelepathy- the ability to read thoughts, and plant themNight Vision-the ability to see in pitch blackness perfectly.Dark Weaving- the ability to conjure and control shadow creatures, objects, and spells that nothing can destroy or kill but the user.
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Sun, 06 Aug 2006 01:57:08 GMT

You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him.

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Dracula

100%

Lestat

83%

Spike

75%

Marius

58%

Blade

58%

Akasha

50%

Louis

50%

Angel

50%

Deacon Frost

50%

Armand

50%

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Fri, 07 Jul 2006 07:28:13 GMT

Can you hear me? Can you see me? Why wont you answer? Why wont you speak to me? all questions go unanswerd with you. I sit and wait for you worrying each time you may not come home to me. i cant stop this feeling of loneliness even when you are with me. I cant help but think that you dont want to be with me. i dont know what to do i dont know where to go. i cry myself to sleep and you never notice. i cant believe that someone can be that oblivios. do you love me anymore? i wish i knew. because its getting hard to see. why do you do this to me.

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Thu, 22 Jun 2006 03:28:45 GMT

y wont u talk to me? y dont u listen? i dont understand you. im feeling like we are going no where, maybe its me maybe its you, but y wont u tell me? i cant talk to you cause im scared of what u will say i cant say whats in my heart. high or not u need to tell me y is she still her and y u wont let her go? do u not see what this is doing to me? im sorry for all the shit that u have been through but baby please please let me know if i am just wasting my time on loving you.

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Fri, 16 Jun 2006 18:42:14 GMT

You Are Vanilla Ice Cream

Your personality is anything but "vanilla"
You're a risk taker, who's up for anything new.
You go well with anyone and fit into any situation.

You are most compatible with rocky road ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

Your Five Variable Love Profile

Propensity for Monogamy:

Your propensity for monogamy is medium.
In general, you prefer to have only one love interest.
But it's hard for you to stay devoted for too long!
There's too much eye candy to keep you from wandering.

Experience Level:

Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!

Dominance:

Your dominance is medium.
You tend to be the one with more power.
You aren't a total control freak in relationships..
But of course you don't mind getting you way!

Cynicism:

Your cynicism is low.
You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance.
No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter.
You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate.
And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon.

Independence:

Your independence is low.
This doesn't mean you're dependent in relationships..
It does mean that you don't have any problem sharing your life.
In your opinion, the best part of being in love is being together.

The Five Variable Love Test

You Belong in San Diego

Laid back and friendly, you were meant to live most of your life on the beach.
You usually think everything is "all good"... except when the weather dips under 60F.
You stay classy - especially when you're in Tijuana!

Where Does Your Inner Californian Belong?

Your Birthdate: April 21

You're a restless rebel with an unpredictable nature.
Bright but unbridled, you tend to seek out wild experiences over new ideas.
People are frustrated by your great potential, but you love your unconventional life.
You're a heartbreaker. People get attached to you, and then you're gone.

Your strength: Your thirst for adventure

Your weakness: Not taking time for slow pleasures

Your power color: Hot pink

Your power symbol: Figure eight

Your power month: March

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You Are 57% Addicted to Love

Might as well face it, you're addicted to love.
You've been a fool for love many times - but are you the wiser for it?
Your needs should come first, both in and out of relationships.
Because you're the only one who can look out for yourself!

Are You Addicted to Love?

Your IQ Is 95

Your Logical Intelligence is Below Average

Your Verbal Intelligence is Above Average

Your Mathematical Intelligence is Above Average

Your General Knowledge is Average

A Quick and Dirty IQ Test

You Will Die at Age 55

Not bad, considering your super wild lifestyle
Want to live longer? Try losing a few bad habits.

What Age Will You Die?

You Should Be Fashion Designer

Although you're offbeat and artistic, you have a good eye for trends
You can figure out new incredible clothes to create... that will sell well!

What Sort of Artist Should You Be?

You Should Be A Cancer

What's good about you: you're incredibly kind, caring, and generous

What's bad about you: you can be too moody and impossible to understand

In love: you enjoy wining and dining the object of your affection

In friendship, you're: likely to depend on other friends for emotional support

Your ideal job: historian, marine biologist, or religious figure

Your sense of fashion: you dress to match your mood

You like to pig out on: classic home cooked meals, like mac and cheese

What Sign Should You Be?

Your Hair Should Be Blue

Wild, brilliant, and out of control.
You're a risk taker with an eye to the future.

What's Your Funky Inner Hair Color?

You Have a Choleric Temperament

You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.
Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.
You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.

You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.
Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.
You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.

At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.
Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.
A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.

What Temperment Are You?

You Are 25% Redneck

The wheels still turning, but the hamster's dead.
You're just fakin' bein' a redneck.

How Redneck Are You?

Erotic Thriller

You've made your own rules in life - and sometimes that catches up with you.
Winding a web of deceit comes naturally, and no one really knows the true you.

Your best movie matches: Swimming Pool, Unfaithful, The Crush

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

You Should Be A Poet

You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways.
And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery...
Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever.
You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem.

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your True Love Is a Cancer

Why you'll love a Cancer:

Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt.
Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up!

Why a Cancer will love you:

You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs.
A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

Your Theme Song is Groove is in the Heart by Dee-lite

"We're going to dance
And have some fun"

For you, life should be one huge party...
And even though it's not, you tend to dance your troubles away!

What's Your Theme Song?

Your Eyes Should Be Violet

Your eyes reflect: Mystery and allure

What's hidden behind your eyes: A quiet passion

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

You Are 80% Sociopath

The good news is that you're devastatingly charming.
The bad news? You mostly use those charms for evil!

Are You A Sociopath?

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

You Belong in 1967

If you scored...

1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in!

1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too.

1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all!

1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day.

1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!

What Year Do You Belong In?

You Are Midnight

You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.

What Time Of Day Are You?

Your Mood Ring is Light Blue

Emotions mixed
Unsettled
Cool

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Your Love Style is Agape

You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.
Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.
You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.
Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.
For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.

What's Your Love Style?

You Are 60% Abnormal

You are at high risk for being a psychopath. It is very likely that you have no soul.

You are at medium risk for having a borderline personality. It is somewhat likely that you are a chaotic mess.

You are at high risk for having a narcissistic personality. It is very likely that you are in love with your own reflection.

You are at medium risk for having a social phobia. It is somewhat likely that you feel most comfortable in your mom's basement.

You are at medium risk for obsessive compulsive disorder. It is somewhat likely that you are addicted to hand sanitizer.

How Abnormal Are You?

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 17:50:53 GMT

Turn your music onto random. Take the song you're listening to and start, press next and continue to answer the questions....

How am I feeling today?
nightwish- Wishmaster

Will I get far in life?
bush- comedown

How do my friends see me?
concrete blonde- tommorrow wendys gonna die

Where will I/where did I get married?
mozart master mix- moonlight

What is my best friend's theme song?
moby- the sky is broken

What is the story of my life?
london oratory school scholars-The grey havens

What was high school like?
smouth mouth- all star

How can I get ahead in life?
Marilyn manson- suicide is painless

What is the best thing about me?
Skinny puppy- neuwerld

What is today going to be like?
Kdfdm-dogma

What is in store for this weekend?
beetthoven- fifth suite

What song describes my parents?

selena- dreamin of you

How is my life going?
ben delmaestro-Minas tiriyh

What song will be played at my funeral?

pink floyd- wish you were here

How does the world see me?
smashing pumpkins- disarm

Will I have a happy life?

morrisey- im so sorry

What do my friends really think of me?

the gathering- a life all mine

Do people secretly lust after me?
rare blend- boom boom boom

How can I make myself happy?
nightwish- gothic sanctuary

What should I do with my life?
the dust brothers feat. tyler durden- this is your life

Thu, 08 Jun 2006 21:25:00 GMT

You Are Mystique

Sneaky and duplicitous, you're likely to use your powers for evil.
You're eternally young looking, people don't realize how old you really are!

Powers: Shapeshifting - you can impersonate other people or become a monster

Which of the X-Men Are You?

read if you will just shit i wrote

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 20:02:25 GMT

Life is going on while i am staying in one spot. i cant move i cant breath, no one is thier to help me. i am fighting a battle with myself. one that can be life or death, I see what i am doing and i cant stop myself, destroying all that is important to me. i cant do this anymore. i cant care, everyone in my path will fall. i am filled with rage that cant be stopped. i cant be helped. run while you can and never go back,

Sun, 04 Jun 2006 18:29:54 GMT

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Fri, 26 May 2006 04:45:34 GMT

what have you done to me why is everything so hard. i cant escape this pain i feel i want to just die. i want to end everything that has ever been done to me. life has no meaning anymore all i can do is cry i cant take it any more the knife feels smooth agianst my skin. the cut stings but its pleasure soon i will be gone.

Thu, 25 May 2006 22:27:14 GMT

pseudomonas me scripsit anno 2005

Tue, 23 May 2006 20:08:30 GMT

life is so confusing trying to tell myself i dont love him so i wont be hurt, but it just dont work i dont know what to do or what to say. he changed over the weekend became sweeter nice, and more loving. maybe i need to be apart from him more often. i love him and i cant escape it. well i guess i better get going. well ya i dont know

fuck it

Thu, 11 May 2006 01:15:17 GMT

ever feel like you want to scream and just say fuck it i dont care. i dont want to care anymore. everyone just leave me alone and do what they want. I am trying to fix things and figure out things that right now i dont want to. i want to live without regrets. i want just to be me not think about life before me or behind me. i just want to live in the present i mean we never know when we will die or what will happen to change our lives life right now is confusing enough.i dont need anything else to fuck it up. i hate people for a reason, they just get u caught up in their problems and drag u in the middle of everything. they wont leave u alone. there are very few ppl that i dont care to hear about thier problems or get drag into thier stuff. it dont bug me with them but everyone else i do. i mean amy, mike, kevin. it dont bug me. i dont mind hearing out u guys letting u guys vent or whatever. its ppl who keep complaining about nothing. and complain about the same damn thing repeditaly thats whats pisses me off. i hate people so leave me alone.

Wed, 10 May 2006 03:32:43 GMT

What kind of Anime Vampire would you attract? (Dark Pics)

You attract the Insane vampires. Clearly, you, yourself, are in insane. Let me be the first to say...CONGRATULATIONS!I admire your enthusiasm and support for the mentally ill. I have no doubt you and I would be best of insane friends. The Way you Would Kill: There's no doubt you would make yourself known when you kill. You'd string up your victim like a puppet, or dress them in a penguin outfit before murdering them... How your lover would treat you: Like insane royalty. You two would share your sharpies with each other, and periodically jump on each other for no reason. He would seem sane at first, but then seduce you and show his...real state of mental health. Your Quote: "Don't make me take the hamster out of my pants while I strangle you. He won't like it." Companion Creature: An evil chimp that would do all your dirty work. And he gets paid in bananas! Although you don't like to share your bananas...
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Wed, 10 May 2006 03:26:23 GMT

What Kind of Spirit are you? (12 results, and anime pics)

You are an Adventurous spirit! Your Best Trait: You always seem to be willing to do just about anything! People like you because you are very outgoing, and never dull. Why Guys Would like you: You are up for anything. You'd probably do things most girls wouldn't dream of doing! They like your outgoing style and laid-back attitude. If you were a Mythical Creature: You'd be a limber dragon, with an eye for all things sparkly and loves nothing more than a good race around the mountains! You in A Nutshell: It looks like you sure know how to get up and go. You might be a little impatient, but you always have things to do and get restless if you don't. You just let things go with the flow, and if they don't go your way...oh well! You move on to something else.
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you may never see this but its time

Mon, 08 May 2006 04:54:10 GMT

I should be out in that driveway stopping you
Tears should be rolling down my cheek
And I don't know why I'm not falling apart
Like I usually do
And how the thought of losing you's not killing me
I feel bad
That I can stand here strong
Cold as stone, Seems so wrong
I can't explain it
Maybe it's just
I've cried so much
I'm tired and I'm numb Baby I hate it
I feel bad that I don't feel bad

I can let myself be angry over wasted time
And sad about you throwing love away
Yeah I almost wish my heart was breaking
But I cant lie
All I want to do is turn the page
I feel Bad
That I don't feel bitter, alone
I just feel its time, its time to move on
I just gotta move on and on and on

to all my friends who have been there for me i love u guys!!!!

Mon, 08 May 2006 04:48:38 GMT

I hope that days come easy and moments pass slow,
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,

More then anything, more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more then you take.

Oh More then anything, Yeah, and more then anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it,
To your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more then you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

Wed, 03 May 2006 21:48:36 GMT

- What is Your Inner Angel -

You are the Angel of Death.Good Traits:Sadly, you are not a person of too many good things. Though you are beautiful, your actions are not those that are highly admired. Don't take it personally though, because as long as you couldn't care less what anyone else thinks, that's all that matters.Bad Traits:Well, when thought about, most of what you do may not always be highly reccomended. Your main goal in life is to give all of who hurt you what they deserve...no mercy. You believe that God brought you to this earth with no purpose, so you take revenge upon this proposal by taking back the lives of all the people that you know he thought of before yourself. Even though this is true though, despite the fact that you lost faith in all of your noblar aspirations before this time, you can change your actions. Or at least kill a little less harshly.Your Best Friend is Most Likely"The Angel of Light
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- Which Elemental Demon Are You -

You are the Demon of Darkness. You were born of The Moon. You are cold hearted toward the world, so you lurk deep within the shadows of it. You attract Darkness from the people, or create it for your own enjoyment.You are also very quiet. You never really had much to say, which resided in the lack of friends you now have, and you have many tools of torture, not neccessarily for the people, but also for yourself, because you always look down on yourself and punish things upon you that you wish you could change.You are the Demon of Darkness, but though your powers may be dark, you are a beautiful soul, with a softening heart.
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- Where Does Your Darkness Lie -

Your Darkness lies in Hatred. You hate the world and all that inhabit it because as a child, it brought you nothing but grief. People hated you without even knowing you just because others didn't like you, and now, you hate them all. You need no reason other than your past for your actions, and now, you no longer care who hates you and who doesn't. But you do know, that if you wanted to... you could torture them with all the hate you've kept locked up for so long.Traits: Scowling at your surroundings if they try to make contact.Usual facial expression: Greeted teeth and eyes narrowed into slits.Quote:My heart will forever hold your hatred, but your heart will forever hold the guilt. ( Don't take the results personally. This is just something I do when I'm depressed...)
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Are you good or evil

Evil. You'd sell your mother if the price is right. You may be hated or feared.No one should trust you, One things for sure, only a dumb ass messes with you
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Wed, 03 May 2006 02:04:43 GMT

Think what is and what is known, what do we know.
do we need it. here watch a show.
what is the leson or moral?
"what is better anal or orlal?"

look at the media,
what are they trying to feed ya?
good, bad, whats right whats wrong
"in todays news jessica simpson is wearing a thong."
lets listen to what the presedent has to say.
"we just killed 200 iraqie solders let us remember this day"

what is music coming to what the hell is scremo?
cut our wrist slice our throughts lets all tern into emos.
i hate this i hate that
i hate chris i hate pat

And school. conformaty, authority, huging is now p.d.a
detention 4 hours 5 hours and all of thursday
"wow look at her ive got to have her shirt"
"oh know look at what shes wearing now im hurt."

look at your life what do you know?
when you figure that out you will truly know that you know nothing and get taught everything. that just proves that what they teach us is unnessesary. like clay johnson said think its not illegal yet.

Fri, 28 Apr 2006 00:47:56 GMT

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Wed, 26 Apr 2006 03:00:18 GMT

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What Angel Are You?

Fire Angel
Hee Hee hello friend, you share domain, for i'm a Fire angel as well, but anyways ...You are a fire angel.it take only a little effort on somone's part, or a well placed comment to stoak our anger up.Not many animals like to get really close to fire, but Salamanders and Dragons love us to pieces.We like warm, and hot colours, like Reds and Oranges, pinks somtimes.We can also be enormous flirts, although I deny outright that I flirt at all.Fire tends to be more mature and other angels, since we know the dangers overplayfulness can cause.but if we are around the correct Sister, we can be talked and prodded into outragious funtimes :D

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Should you be a VAMPIRE?

Yes....You are perfect.....
WOW! we have a regular Dracula on our hands! You have everything the sins, the girls/guys, the blood, and the mystery!yay! how i envy you...just joking.

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Mon, 24 Apr 2006 05:42:58 GMT

What Color Dragon Are You?

You're a black dragon.

Traits:You are secretive and don't like people very much. Your outlook on life can be somewhat negative. However, you know who you are and you're not afraid to be an individual, different from all the rest.

Power:You don't breathe anything from your mouth, but you can control the minds of humans, you're very persuasive!

Location:You would be found in the deepest, darkest cove inside of an enchanted forest.

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